There is a weird kind of grief that happens when something you once loved starts to feel too small. Not wrong. Not bad. Not like you made a mistake. Just no longer big enough to hold who you are becoming. For me, that thing was traditional evidential mediumship. Not mediumship itself. Not spirit communication. Not connecting with departed loved ones, because I still deeply love that work. But the way I had been holding it, explaining it, and offering it no longer felt like th
